Happy Mother's Day to two of the greatest Mother's...My mom and Eric's mom. I had to give a talk in church today...yes I know...why do you they have a Mother speak on Mother's Day...not cool. I talked about both these ladies and the great example they show me. They are both loving, kind, selfless, compassionate, and a great example how a Mother should be. I love them both very much.
In my talk, I listed what the perfect Mother's Day would be like...Breakfast in bed, getting only myself ready for church, listening to the wonderful talk on mothers, listening to my kids sing a mothers day song to me, homemade gifts and cards from the kids, a long quiet nap, maybe a nice foot massage from Brooklyn, and a yummy cooked dinner! I know that is a lot to ask for...but maybe a few could come true.
And since this blog is my journal..I have to vent and maybe someone will get the hint if he reads this blog ever...which I doubt. My Mother's Day was lame. Brooklyn had the flu on Saturday so Eric stayed home with her while I took the boys to church. Like I said I had to speak in church which is the one thing I hate to do and I always have such a hard time doing it. I am a scaredy cat...not sure why but I always have been. The talk went ok once my voice stopped sounding nervous. I was relieved it was over, it has been haunting me since the Bishop asked my last week. The rest of church went fine. I was hoping to come home to a clean house and maybe a cooked lunch. Nope. Sleeping husband. Oh well. I then layed down and tried to sleep but couldn't. So I turned on a lame movie. I was hoping I would get a yummy cooked dinner...well he asked me if I wanted frozen pizza or chicken and rice soup (from a can). Can you tell I was really mad at this point. Wouldn't you be? He did say "Happy Mother's Day" while I was getting ready for church but that was the last of it. No card, flowers, dinner, breakfast in bed, words of appreciation, nothing. I am not sure what was up with him but he missed base on this one. After almost 10 years of marriage I thought he would have learned one thing about me...I like holidays and I want to feel special. Is that too much to ask. Am I too needy? I don't care if he spends money...I don't care about gifts...yes they are nice but I would be happy with a thoughtful $20 gift. Spending money on big gifts isn't what I want. I want to know that he appreciates what I do. I know I am not the perfect wife and mother...but I do try.
Well there you have it...What a great Mother's Day, right? I am sure you are jealous.
This post might make Eric mad...but sometimes a girl just has to vent.